My idea to help women to love themselves is composed of the combination of my own life experience and my curiosity and I consider it a true stroke of luck.
I would like to take you with me on my personal journey, which has shaped and moved me.
I was born in the Netherlands into a family where I experienced a lot of emotional coldness, which was very difficult for me as a sensitive being. This forced me to leave “home” early, as this had become unbearable for me.
Thanks to my adventurous side, I was allowed to lead a very exciting life. I lived as a dancer all over the world and was allowed to collect many experiences, unfortunately not only beautiful ones.
Many years ago, I found my way via medical massage to the fitness industry, where I have been able to express myself as a massage therapist, Zumba instructor, fitness and personal trainer, and wellness department manager.
Since I was used to giving and denying my needs and feelings through my childhood, as already mentioned, one day I reached my limits. Suddenly my whole life was upside down, nothing worked anymore, I had no energy and no joy of life anymore – diagnosis burnout.
Now began a deep personal process and with it my healing.
The time was now ripe to finally open my life backpack completely, unpack everything, cry a lot, process, forgive and transform my inner pain and unpleasant experiences.
I was allowed to realize that my soul deliberately chose my family to experience this emotional coldness. This helped me to set out on my own path early, to stand on my own two feet, to not feel homesick, to push myself to my limits, and to begin my healing process.
My path of healing led me to my first tantric massage. What I was able to experience and learn there was enormously enriching for me. I was allowed to experience how an old assault that had long been repressed and the trauma it triggered were processed and finally allowed to heal.
Thanks to the various tantric massages, the gentle and healing touches, the sensation over the body, I found back to myself – to my life. Now, with each day of my training, my self-love and self-esteem grew.
Today I can say that I have regained access to myself and my feelings and was allowed to walk the path of a very healing process. I now perceive much more consciously the warming and beautiful feelings. And I acknowledge that my life experiences have shaped my core being as a therapist. My soul has incarnated on this earth to help other people to find back to their spiritual essence and to expanded sensory experiences and emotional worlds.
The power that I can now draw from my path, I pass on to you as a woman through my seeing and feeling hands, so that you can also bring your issues into healing and better perceive your wonderful female body, your own needs and self-love again.
Tantra massage is your individual and personal journey to yourself, to your femininity and your (primal) life force.
I’m happy to help you feel that again.